To someone who knows me,

So much is going to change soon, and when I'm not reassuring you- I'm scared, too. Not in an of-the-unknown kind of way, but in a I-know-this-will-hurt but it-will-be-more-than-ok kind of way. I'm so happy and excited for you, for us, for everyone involved. But I will miss you in ways we both know very well. And I'm scared to feel that ache. To know that wish. To stare into the place you fill up.

I don't know how I'd do it without you!