So here's the thing. It's silly but I'm laying here, hot as hell, and I'm scared. I'm scared of dying. I'm scared that someday I'll have to face death. I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die and lose everyone I love. Ever since he died I've had death stuck in my head, and in my heart. I'm always on the edge, scared to lose another person I love. So I got to thinking and thought about you, and you know who you are. I still can't get you out of my mind, and I'm still in this trance. I guess what I'm trying to say is...maybe if I'm with you it'll be okay. Like I'm not alone in life now, I've got family, but still if there was a you and me. I can hold your hand all the way through, all the way till the end. I'm scared, I can't sleep. I love you?
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You have to be alright with yourself to be alright with what goes on in the the world around you, good or bad. No relationship or one person in general is going to take the pain of death away. The only thing that does that is acceptance. Accept yourself for what and who you are so you can do that same for death.
ReplyDeleteYou're right, thank you. I guess I was thinking of love for mere distraction. It doesn't even make sense because the gal I like...well, let's just say that it's probably not worth it. Thanks again
ReplyDeleteIt's def not worth your time if it's unrequited or hurting you honey...I know all too well
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