The weirdest things remind me of you. The weirdest things. Eating lunch on a sunny, warmth blanketed day, hair loss commercials, cooking for friends. Not the things I might have expected, like certain songs, tv shows, personal emotions. I suppose it makes some sort of sense, the weird things (happiness, understanding, shared joy and love). And typically I think of them and smile. Where are the gut wrenching, soul irking, brain melting memories? Not that I'm calling them back or anything. I feel more and more removed everyday. It's just odd. My hope is evolving. I have hope for something new now. Incremental understanding of what I'm already doing.

Anonymous