Wishing I could talk to you. And not at the same time? I mean, what would you say, anyway? So much of your advice may have been conditioned, been tailored, been conditional, dependent on the context of our relationship... Would it make me feel better to vent to you? Would it make me feel empty? Did I vent before...why did I vent before...was it a mutual exchange, an extraction... What exactly is it that I miss? I wish I could talk to you. But I would want you to tell me the truth. I would want your loving advice- loving meaning that you are comfortable, that you are confident, that we have a bond, that your advice is outside that bond, that we share...we share something..what is it that we were missing? What appeal has been lost? Who can I turn to? This is so important, this is so important. It is so important that I reconnect with myself. But I just miss you. What exactly is it that I miss?
Well?
Sunshine
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