To a friend

We have become friends in the normal way, getting to know each other, hanging out. Yet, if not just by my imagination, I feel an attraction to you and you to me. This is confusing to me because I am in love with someone who I adore and who adores me. Someone who loves me, wants to take care of me, wants to make me happy in the best way he knows how. Yet, i can't seem to get you out of my head. Your in my dreams, your in my wants but I can't say that your in my needs. You haven't become a necessity like he has and this is how I know that your some thing I desire. But then there is a part of me that asks if I do give into the desire if a necessity will come out of it. I doubt I will ever act or ever find out if this is just my imagination running wild or a concrete thing. But know that there will always be someone out there truly caring about your well being and your life.

A friend, a companion, a secret crush.