Dear _____,
Man I miss you. You were always like another older brother to me. You were the one who took time to teach me to workout and helped me lose the weight I had subsequently gained from years of overindulgent eating. You lived life to the fullest and everyday was an adventure for you. If I could go back now, I would've encouraged you more to take school much more seriously. You sometimes overindulged in the good times but that was why we all loved you. I remember the day my brother came to the house hysterically crying and yelling "he's dead... he's dead!" and I had no idea what was going on because I just woken up. That was only this past summer, but it seems so long ago. I couldn't bring myself to go to your funeral. Because simply, I couldn't. It made me think back to all the times I had bad mouthed you and said you were going nowhere fast. Even saying my brother shouldn't associate with you anymore. But over you passed I was left with so many questions. Mainly WHY!? Why did you leave us, we weren't ready. You selfish son of a bitch! We weren't ready to let go or say goodbye to a brother so young. My brother and company hurt the most. Everyone grieving in their own way. We were all lost...
Know your never going to be forgotten. Our late night basketball games at the park, you playing jokes on me and everyone else, etc. My brother's really taking off now, and although I know he's still hurting he's really got stronger from it all. We all have. Watch over us from up there big bro. And I know when something ridiculous happens to me or the rest of us, you somewhere in heaven cracking up because it's probably you just playing another joke on us haha. I'm going to do my best to make you proud man, I know we all are. Take care up there, and watch out for us. I want to see you soon, but not that soon haha. I love you big bro.
From your little brother from another mother,
Spare Tire
Man I miss you. You were always like another older brother to me. You were the one who took time to teach me to workout and helped me lose the weight I had subsequently gained from years of overindulgent eating. You lived life to the fullest and everyday was an adventure for you. If I could go back now, I would've encouraged you more to take school much more seriously. You sometimes overindulged in the good times but that was why we all loved you. I remember the day my brother came to the house hysterically crying and yelling "he's dead... he's dead!" and I had no idea what was going on because I just woken up. That was only this past summer, but it seems so long ago. I couldn't bring myself to go to your funeral. Because simply, I couldn't. It made me think back to all the times I had bad mouthed you and said you were going nowhere fast. Even saying my brother shouldn't associate with you anymore. But over you passed I was left with so many questions. Mainly WHY!? Why did you leave us, we weren't ready. You selfish son of a bitch! We weren't ready to let go or say goodbye to a brother so young. My brother and company hurt the most. Everyone grieving in their own way. We were all lost...
Know your never going to be forgotten. Our late night basketball games at the park, you playing jokes on me and everyone else, etc. My brother's really taking off now, and although I know he's still hurting he's really got stronger from it all. We all have. Watch over us from up there big bro. And I know when something ridiculous happens to me or the rest of us, you somewhere in heaven cracking up because it's probably you just playing another joke on us haha. I'm going to do my best to make you proud man, I know we all are. Take care up there, and watch out for us. I want to see you soon, but not that soon haha. I love you big bro.
From your little brother from another mother,
Spare Tire
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