To a crush

Ok, you are really attractive.

Really attractive.

Sometimes (when my guard is down- that fucking guard man, I'm sick and tired of it) you still give me butterflies. Psh. I'd never admit it.

You just look a little sexy, and you sound quite goood, and you move very satisfyingly...and I notice this most when it's left to me to notice. Like now. Right now.

Though, I must say...that confidence, though it may not always be so attractive and easy to swallow, really attracts me to you. And I'm really glad you have it- for you.

Anyways, just saying you dress yourself tastefully, your laugh is full, your body looks good- and you're smart- smarter than him, I think, in a lot of ways. And even though if I told you this you might look smug and like you don't need my compliments cuz you know yourself better than I could ever know you, I think everyone can use a love letter. Even if they're good at complimenting themselves. Because it should be different, coming from someone else. Especially someone you love. We can never fully step outside ourselves, after all.

So there.

Sunshine