To a silent one,

She is not the reason we lost eachother
We lost eachother in stubborn silence
You were lost to me, I couldn't find you
You chose to leave me behind
I chose to watch you go
Can we find eachother again?
Breach this silence?
If you hadn't have run into eachother...would there still be silence there too?
I know it is up to me. I don't ask why.
But I do not own this silence
We share it. You have always tolerated it.
I miss you. Who are you now?

It fills me with sorrow. Absolutely to the brim, until it overflows and leaves me damp, but unburdened without the weight. Over and over again, through the years.

Do you blame me?

Sunshine